my months yang busy.

HOLLA.! miss me?

many things to do.

Musical Theatre of Kasanova and shooting for drama.

new experience for me n my friends.

we're really enjoy with these. 

<3 <3 <3 

pilu.

hai guys. sekarang dah 4.20 a.m..
tapi aku masih tak tidur. kenapa? 
hurmm. aku menunggu seseorang 
tapi ape yg ditunggu bukan seperti yg diharapkan.
AKU REDHA.


setiap insan ade ragam/perangai tersendiri.
ade yang lemah lembut, ade yang kasar. 
ade yang bodoh, ade yang bijak.
ade yang matang, ade yang tidak.


sedih tak bila selalu dipanggil BABI? 
pilu tak hati korang bila asyik dipanggil BODOH?
terguris tak bila dimaki depan teman-teman korang?
orang akan nampak KITA yang SALAH.
kita yang cela. padahal kita dicela.


bila hati dah menyayangi seseorang, semua pahit, manis ditelan.
bila call banyak kali, kata mengongkong.
tapi banyak kali tu sebab tak berjawab, lagi laa di call.
hati mana yang tak sakit kalau sering dimalukan dengan makian2 tu.
kalau awk kata awk dah banyak bersabar, saya lg banyak bersabar.




awk kena ingat.. :


"jangan nak maki orang kalo sendiri buat hal. jangan kata dikongkong kalo sendiri mengongkong. ;)" 

warkah 20 March 2012.

pejam celik pejam celik
dah 22 tahun

sekejap je kan?

dulu mak saya penat nak tunggu tarikh ni.
9 bulan saya tanggung saya dalam perut die.
kehulur kehilir mengatur langkah dgn berhati2.
sampai la mengerang kesakitan.
tak tidur lena sampai la detik 7.30 pagi, 20 mac 1990.

daddy saya suka bila mak mengandung lagi.
dijaganya mak saya sepenuh hati.
disayang anak-anaknya.

hari ini, 20 march 2012,
genaplah usia ku 22 tahun..

to mak, daddy. thanks sebab lahirkan saya didunia.
kepadaMu Yang Maha Esa, syukur kehadratmu kerana menciptaku.
mengalirkan darah ibu bapaku ke dalam diri ini untuk melihat ciptaanMu.

Mak, Daddy, sy tak banyak nak cakap.
hanya mampu mengucap terima kasih kerana membesarkan saya.
memberi makan, tempat tinggal serta pendidikan kpd saya.
tak pernah kenal erti lelah dalam melayan kerenah saya.
walau banyak diri ini menyakiti, kumohon ampun kepadamu.
saya akan cuba untuk buat sebaik yg mampu disini.
terima kasih atas segala doa-doamu yang tak pernah henti.

untuk seorang insan, thanks alot sebab selalu support saya dibelakang selain adik beradik & teman2.
saya sayang korang semua.
maafkan saya kalo ade yg pernah terguris dengan kata-kata & gurauan saya.
for those who wishing on my birthday, thank you so much.
hanya Allah yang mampu membalas.

To Nur Ashila Abu Talib, i miss you. i'll always for ur happiness in New Zealand. take care dear.

berubah.

berubah?
entah. tak tahu apa yang berubah
tapi memang dapat rasakan ada perubahan pada si dia.

hurm.

silent days

memang btol orang kata
bila hati dah sayang, susah tuk dilupakan
bila dua hati berjauhan, banyak cubaan mendatang
di sana mungkin ketawa, di sini mungkin berduka

hey, i'm back to my prison
i'm not doing any crime
but
i feel i'm living in quiet place

i've friends, buddies, coursemates
but my heart is not totally here
i pushed myself to see few people happy
i'm glad to see they smile
they might not smiling now, perhaps soon

i miss u, mak..daddy.
i miss u, lala.
i miss u, sayang.

friend? enemy? muaaxx.

hye babes.
before i start my mumbling, i wanna say.

HELLO 2ND SEMESTER
HELLO BA. OF ARTS : ENGLISH LANGUAGE & LITERATURE STUDIES
oh my my. honestly my DEGREE life is differ from b4. :(

orait. lets get back on the right track
i just came back from my hometown
spent bout a month
felt a little bit frustrated
bout what?
related to friendship. kind of
i don't know what the problem with "you"
but what's ur purposes to talk something bad behind me?
or "you" wanna create a war between me, "you" n her?

but i'm glad my friend straight-away asked me
being honest is better than lie
if you choose to lie & keep lying
GTH. you will get the "reward".

take note yeah :

IF YOU'RE AFRAID OF LOSING FRIEND, SHUT UP YOUR MOUTH & DO YOUR OWN BUSINESS. DON'T TALK BAD ON SOMEONE  WHO NEVER CARE BOUT YOUR BUSINESS.

its easy for me. once u cross the border, i'll throw back shits that you have done to me.
let the time arrive.

muaahhh to "you". ;)

good night, peeps.

you.me,

hey baby. miss u.

take care of yourself yeah. 

only to ALLAH I pray for our happiness.

thanks for care bout me.

and thanks for make me cry yesterday.

i will always remember the song u sang for me.

Insya Allah, we'll b together, one day. Amin.

don't forget eat on time

take care of smurfs & kambing

i'll be back

only ur shirt, memories n voices b my friends here

thanks for everything, sayang.

hug & kisses. xoxo.

p/s : MARCH, please come ASAP. 

hati.

bukan senang nak kecapi kebahagiaan.

bukan senang kita nak yakinkan seseorang.

bukan senang nak mendapat apa  yang kita harapkan.

masing-masing ada kisah silam.

jangan disebabkan kisah silam, awak tutup semua pintu yang ada.

mungkin si dia pernah melukakan awk.

tapi itu tak bermakna, yang lain sama seperti dia.

penghancur segala-galanya.

pemusnah segala senyuman & tawa.

percayalah, ada insan yang lagi baik dari dia.

tak ada guna memikirkan orang yang pernah sakiti kita.

buka minda, buka mata.

adakah anda tao apa perasaan pasangan anda diperlakukan

sebagai pengubat luka hati yang parah?

mungkin anda lihat dia tersenyum tapi jauh dilubuk hatinya,

dia sangat memerlukan awak. hanya awak.

berilah sepenuh kasih sayang awk sepertimana pasangan awak lakukan.

banyakkan berdoa. ;)

p/s : KUNCI KEBAHAGIAAN ADALAH KEJUJURAN & KEPERCAYAAN. 

hahaha. xoxo.

soul

I love u and will always love u.
I'm glad u're changed.a lot..
Hope it will stay longer.
And will keep changing for better.

Now,we're going to think for future.
Together.. Love ya.!

hope my new year will b better than last year

holla guys..
it's 1.00 A.M and my eyes still open widely.
Both my friends Nana & Ana dah nyenyak tido.
huh. what i'm going to story for tonight?


errmmmm... think for a while.


haa, just wanna share my glad to Allah.
why? because still let me breathe in His land.
and tak lupa juga tuk semua nikmat yang diberi..


I'm glad :


1. You & me still together and you've changed a lot. I love u, sayang.
2. Dipermudahkan segala urusan terutama during my examination even it's not over yet.
3. You give good health to my parents & siblings.


I hope for this year :


1. You keep blessing my relationship with him.
2. Give chance  to my parents to see my succeed
3. I'm praying that you'll take away and give a better condition to my niece, NUR 'ADANI BATRISYA
    please let her get well, she's too small to survive all these thing.
4. Hope my studies will b done smoothly and successfully.


what about you guys? any wish for 2012.
don't just wish and see the results. but do put effort on it.
chaiyok2. love u. :)