Feb 25, 2012

berubah.

berubah?
entah. tak tahu apa yang berubah
tapi memang dapat rasakan ada perubahan pada si dia.

hurm.

silent days

memang btol orang kata
bila hati dah sayang, susah tuk dilupakan
bila dua hati berjauhan, banyak cubaan mendatang
di sana mungkin ketawa, di sini mungkin berduka

hey, i'm back to my prison
i'm not doing any crime
but
i feel i'm living in quiet place

i've friends, buddies, coursemates
but my heart is not totally here
i pushed myself to see few people happy
i'm glad to see they smile
they might not smiling now, perhaps soon

i miss u, mak..daddy.
i miss u, lala.
i miss u, sayang.

Feb 20, 2012

friend? enemy? muaaxx.

hye babes.
before i start my mumbling, i wanna say.

HELLO 2ND SEMESTER
HELLO BA. OF ARTS : ENGLISH LANGUAGE & LITERATURE STUDIES
oh my my. honestly my DEGREE life is differ from b4. :(

orait. lets get back on the right track
i just came back from my hometown
spent bout a month
felt a little bit frustrated
bout what?
related to friendship. kind of
i don't know what the problem with "you"
but what's ur purposes to talk something bad behind me?
or "you" wanna create a war between me, "you" n her?

but i'm glad my friend straight-away asked me
being honest is better than lie
if you choose to lie & keep lying
GTH. you will get the "reward".

take note yeah :

IF YOU'RE AFRAID OF LOSING FRIEND, SHUT UP YOUR MOUTH & DO YOUR OWN BUSINESS. DON'T TALK BAD ON SOMEONE  WHO NEVER CARE BOUT YOUR BUSINESS.

its easy for me. once u cross the border, i'll throw back shits that you have done to me.
let the time arrive.

muaahhh to "you". ;)

good night, peeps.

Feb 19, 2012

you.me,


hey baby. miss u.
take care of yourself yeah. 
only to ALLAH I pray for our happiness.
thanks for care bout me.
and thanks for make me cry yesterday.

i will always remember the song u sang for me.
Insya Allah, we'll b together, one day. Amin.

don't forget eat on time
take care of smurfs & kambing
i'll be back
only ur shirt, memories n voices b my friends here
thanks for everything, sayang.
hug & kisses. xoxo.

p/s : MARCH, please come ASAP. 

hati.

bukan senang nak kecapi kebahagiaan.
bukan senang kita nak yakinkan seseorang.
bukan senang nak mendapat apa  yang kita harapkan.

masing-masing ada kisah silam.
jangan disebabkan kisah silam, awak tutup semua pintu yang ada.
mungkin si dia pernah melukakan awk.
tapi itu tak bermakna, yang lain sama seperti dia.
penghancur segala-galanya.
pemusnah segala senyuman & tawa.

percayalah, ada insan yang lagi baik dari dia.
tak ada guna memikirkan orang yang pernah sakiti kita.
buka minda, buka mata.
adakah anda tao apa perasaan pasangan anda diperlakukan
sebagai pengubat luka hati yang parah?

mungkin anda lihat dia tersenyum tapi jauh dilubuk hatinya,
dia sangat memerlukan awak. hanya awak.
berilah sepenuh kasih sayang awk sepertimana pasangan awak lakukan.
banyakkan berdoa. ;)

p/s : KUNCI KEBAHAGIAAN ADALAH KEJUJURAN & KEPERCAYAAN. 

hahaha. xoxo.